DulcedeLeche (8/8/2008)

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Thanks everyone for commenting on Konan, it means a lot. You're right, some pets are special, but some are just... really special. Konan was a really special cat! *sob, wah!!! * I still can't believe he's gone! He was my best friend, not just my cat! I'm sorry if I'm making you all cry, it's just so sad!(It's ok i completely understand it helps to talk about it) *snifff, sniff* Oh, no, here come the tears (again!)! One more thing... you all might think it wierd(not weird at all), but Konan slept under this little fold-out chair in my room, and he slept there more then anywhere else. One day, my grandma was vaccuming my room, and she lifted it up off the floor and onto my bed. I saw this, and I quickly put it back in it's exact spot. Here's the thing that happened after: she said she had to vaccum under it, but I said "No! It was Konan's special spot! ...And it's all I have left of him." (you have all those memories)And when she heard that, she made me make a promise to her, that I would vaccum up that  spot (which still to this day has tufts of Konan's fur under that chair, which has hardly been moved an inch all of this time) once I was over his death. I promised her that I would. And, like I said, since that day, that fold-out chair has hardly been moved an inch, let alone had a vaccum under it. I'm still keeping my promise to my grandma, but I'm just... not ready yet. I'm just not ready to vaccum up that spot... to let go of Konan. I will keep my promise. I will vaccum up that spot when I am ready. But I'm just not ready yet. Sorry if I made anybody cry... I didn't mean to... but it's such a sad story I can't help but to let it out... It's like a bottled up feeling. Thanks for listening and reading [to] this. It means a lot. Thanks again. You're all to sweet. ~DulcedeLeche PS/